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Sometimes when you think things cant get any worse, something seems to happens to prove you wrong. I am going to take a few minutes to ask for as much help as I can get. For those of you that read my last blog, you are aware of the things we have been going through this last month. I went back to the doctors tuesday with hopes of being taken off of bedrest so I can help get some money coming back into the household. But at my appt. I found out that was not going to happen until after I have the baby. Im having a big problem now with pre term labor along with everything else. Here is the problem.... We had to get rid of pretty much everything after our last baby and unfortunitly need to start over, with no funds to do so. I went online and did a online baby registry with target and walmart( online cause its to hard to walk around the store and do it). Since I was not able to go to the store, there is no place online to mark for diapers or wipes so I would have put pampers swaddlers size newborn and size one. If it sounds like I am desperate for help, you are right, I am. We have nothing that is on our registry and not even one pack of diapers and with the possiabilty of her coming next month im starting to get a little freaked out. For those of you that could help us out and for those of you who cant and can just offer us prayers to get through this and to hopefully figure it out, words cannot express my grattitude. Thank you so much for taking a few minutes out to read this. I tried to come to church 2 weeks ago and had to get up and leave in the middle of it so i have been catching it live. I am hoping though that I will be feeling a little better one of these sundays to make it in. I miss everyones smiles and hugs. But if not everyone is in my thoughts and prayers

Niki Rutan